The Crown of Christ
Recently, during meditation, I found myself reflecting on matters that had been troubling me. In the quiet of this practice, I experienced something truly remarkable. A vision of truth emerged within my awareness. This clarity tends to arise when I actively question what I do not understand, seeking answers while in a state of deep connection with my higher self. In these moments, I allow my ethereal being to move into the light, exploring the questions that arise about my life here on earth. Through this process, I can gain new understanding and insight into the challenges I face.
Whenever I enter meditation, I begin by turning my attention inward. Before venturing into the outer realms of spiritual experience, I make it a practice to check in with myself. This means sensing if there are any inner conflicts or emotional disturbances that need healing or deeper understanding. This self-awareness is foundational, helping me to recognize what needs attention in my own being.
Today, during this process, I noticed a feeling that was unfamiliar to me. It was something new—an emotion or question that I did not immediately understand. In this moment of uncertainty, my higher self-presented me with a solution. Not only did I receive an answer to my initial question, but I also found clarity on many other related questions. This expansion of understanding allowed me to see multiple profound ways to help others as well, extending the impact of my meditation beyond my personal experience.
This is one of the aspects I cherish about following this spiritual path and nurturing my connection to God. There is always a solution available, and often a meaningful message that can serve as guidance for everyone. I believe that, as human beings, many of us simply accept what life offers without questioning or seeking deeper meaning. Yet, in the reality of God, we are presented with a far more profound stage of creation—one that invites us to participate actively.
It is not only the saints—such as Jesus, Buddha, Mother Mary, St. Germain, and others—who have the ability to create miracles. Each of us, by virtue of our divine origin, possesses a connection to our Creator. Through this connection, we have the potential to bring about miracles in our own lives and the lives of others. The message embedded in this truth is beautiful and universal, reminding us that we all share in the creative power that comes from our source.
Last November, I received an invitation to participate as a medium, offering guidance to those seeking understanding about death and the experiences that await us on the other side. It had been some time since I had engaged in this kind of spiritual work, so the opportunity was both a return to practice and a chance to reconnect with the souls of those who have passed. This gathering reignited the sense of connection I had been longing for, allowing me to collaborate once again with spirits from beyond.
As the meeting began, I took a moment to scan the room and sense any spirits who might wish to show themselves before I started my formal connection and meditation. My intention was to help the participants strengthen their own connections and deepen their understanding of the spiritual realm. Among the circle of participants, I noticed a young woman who had created a small altar in honor of someone she had lost. Seeing this stirred something within me, meaning that was both familiar and distant, as though it were a memory not yet fully revealed. I held my gaze on her for a moment, careful not to make her uncomfortable, before turning my attention to the others in the group.
During the session, I communicated with relatives who had passed away, providing messages that helped several participants find closure and peace. The experience was both meaningful and healing, fostering a sense of comfort and resolution for those who were seeking it. After a break, a few attendees approached me privately to ask for additional support related to the mediumship work I was offering. These moments reinforced the importance of spiritual connection and the healing that can take place when we are open to guidance from beyond.
As I observed the group, I noticed the young woman who I had previously felt a familiarity with sitting alone. Feeling drawn to connect, I approached her and introduced myself. She greeted me warmly, sharing her name in return. Although our conversation was brief, I became aware of a palpable energy between us—a sensation that felt like my body was receiving a message I couldn’t quite identify within myself. The experience was somewhat awkward, as I wasn’t accustomed to feeling such a strong, unfamiliar energy during these interactions.
Recognizing the importance of my role at the gathering, I excused myself and returned to the group. Despite moving on, the lingering sensation of connection remained in the back of my mind, leaving me feeling slightly unsettled yet intrigued. I decided to attribute the experience to meeting another like-minded individual—someone who, like me, understands the deeper aspects and logistics of metaphysics. This realization brought a sense of comfort, suggesting that spiritual connections can manifest in unexpected and meaningful ways during such gatherings.
When the gathering concluded, I found myself eager to leave swiftly, hoping to avoid further interactions and feeling a strong urge to return to the comfort of my own space. As I made my way out, I noticed the same young woman—whom I had previously sensed a connection with—walking toward her car at the very moment I was departing. An inner voice nudged me, encouraging me to reach out, so I mustered the courage to greet her, saying, “Hey, I hope you enjoyed the gathering.” She responded affirmatively, expressing that she found the experience interesting.
In that brief exchange, she looked at me intently and said, “I feel something with you.” Feeling a mix of surprise and curiosity, I asked, “Like a connection?” She smiled warmly and confirmed, “Yes!” This moment brought me a sense of relief, realizing that the sensations and energy I had perceived were mutual and not limited to my own experience. The shared acknowledgment of this connection provided reassurance and deepened the significance of our encounter.
Wanting to continue our interaction, I initiated some small talk with the hope that it would lead to something more meaningful. I suggested, “We should hang out sometime.” She responded positively, agreeing that it sounded like a good idea. We exchanged phone numbers and said our goodbyes, and as I drove away, I found myself feeling even more curious than before. I wondered about the purpose behind this encounter—why had God placed this woman on my path?
Returning home, I was filled with a mix of excitement and apprehension. I questioned what my next steps should be and debated how long I ought to wait before reaching out to her. The experience brought back memories of my youth, leaving me feeling awkward and uncertain, almost as though I were preparing for a school dance or prom. This blend of emotions reminded me of the vulnerability and anticipation that often accompany new connections.
That night, as I lay in bed, I took a moment to thank God for my day, consciously releasing any negativity I had been carrying. Again, thoughts of the woman I met earlier resurfaced, persistent and vivid. I acknowledged these feelings aloud, as if addressing unseen spirits in the quiet darkness of my room. With my mind at ease, I drifted into sleep, embracing the comforting anticipation of dreams.
In my dream, I found myself sitting in a small red truck, with the same woman from the gathering behind the wheel. We traveled together along a rugged, jungle-like road by the ocean. She seemed to maneuver the truck intentionally over every pothole and bump, causing my sandals to slip off and prompting me to cling tightly to the handles above the door. Despite the roughness of the ride, there was a sense of adventure and unfamiliarity that kept me alert and engaged.
Suddenly, the scene shifted. I became aware of standing outside a temple constructed from pure white seashells. In front of the entrance, a large round rose quartz crystal ball spun gracefully within a water garden. Instinctively, I knew I needed to place my hands on this crystal to gain entry. As I did so, I felt the water flow over my hands and the smooth coolness of the crystal’s surface. At that moment, the doors of the temple began to open before me.
Inside, the temple was softly lit, and figures in white robes or hoods moved quietly through the corridors, each carrying a candle. I entered cautiously, feeling guided as I made my way through the sacred space. Eventually, I arrived at a library filled with books, where a spinning globe of the Earth sat atop a stand. In the corner, I saw the woman once more, reading with deep concentration. She looked up, noticed me, and smiled. Just as I was about to approach her, I awoke from the dream, carrying with me the lingering sense of connection and curiosity.
The following day, I felt a sense of responsibility to reach out to the woman I had met just the day before. I wondered if this might be the start of a new friendship and believed it was important for her to understand my intentions by sharing the details of my dream. Perhaps she would find my experience as intriguing as I did. Motivated by this thought and feeling a renewed sense of optimism, I sent her a detailed text describing my dream—leaving nothing out, just as I am recounting it now. At the end of my message, I asked her, “What do you think this means?”
After I sent the detailed message describing my dream, it took her a few days to respond. When she did, she asked more questions about the dream, showing genuine interest and helping me reflect on its meaning. That exchange would be the last time we connected before the holidays arrived.
During the holiday season, my thoughts of her faded into the background. Life became busy, and I was swept up in the festivities. However, as the holidays came to an end, thoughts of her resurfaced with surprising clarity. I sensed that she was thinking about me, though I couldn’t explain how I knew—there was simply a feeling of her presence in my mind.
Trusting that intuition, I decided to reach out. I sent her a text, saying, "Hey, I hope you had an awesome holiday. You have been on my mind these last few days." She replied that same day, confirming that I had crossed her mind as well. Our shared acknowledgment of each other’s presence reinforced the sense of connection we had established, even after time and distance had intervened.
Wanting to move our connection forward, I asked her when a good time for us would be to get together, attempting to sound as hopeful as I felt. She replied that once the holiday rush is over, we should figure something out. Inspired by the idea of doing something fun, I suggested we hang out at the movies. Although it wasn't typical for me to jump to this kind of invitation, I felt compelled to ask, not fully considering the deeper implications of my question. After I sent the text, the conversation went silent. In that moment, I sensed I may have crossed a boundary. Soon after, she responded, asking if I was inviting her on a date. I could almost hear the disappointment in her message, as if her energy came through the text itself. Feeling uneasy, I gulped and admitted, "Yeah." As soon as I did, I realized our dynamic had shifted, and I was left feeling exposed and uncertain. She replied with a kind, gentle message that let me down easily.
I found myself reflecting on why I had responded the way I did. Was I testing the waters? Was I confronting a part of myself that I hadn't faced before? At 58 years old, it surprised me that I was still wrestling with these kinds of feelings. The experience was both humbling and oddly amusing.
During my meditation this morning, I allowed my thoughts to drift freely, silently inviting the Universe to reveal what I needed to focus on. As my mind wandered, the image of the beautiful, captivating woman I had met recently appeared vividly once more, as if illuminated by a ray of sunshine. I found myself responding out loud, expressing both surprise and uncertainty: “Aw c’mon! And do what?”
In that moment, I witnessed the radiant Christi light crown of Christ hovering above us. I saw her standing beneath this luminous presence, and beside her, Master Kuthumi appeared. Instantly, I understood the meaning of this vision—it was a clear sign that I was being called to release past trauma through the process of karma clearing.
Allowing the Christy light crown of Christ to enter, I visualized it hovering above the image of the woman and myself. In this meditative state, I witnessed three distinct lifetimes that connected us. Two of these lifetimes became especially clear and accessible for healing.
In the first vision, I saw myself as a young woman living with Down syndrome. She appeared as my older brother—handsome and seemingly capable of anything he wished to pursue. Yet, he was restrained by an invisible force beyond my ability to assist. To bring healing to this scenario, I drew upon the teachings of Arch Angel Michael, gathering the vision in my mind’s eye and surrounding it with a bubble of light. I then sent this encapsulated memory to God. Immediately, a sense of profound relief washed over me, as if a long-standing tie to this timeline had finally been released.
The next lifetime revealed her as my daughter. I watched her grow into a young woman whose passion for horses consumed her attention, causing her to disconnect from her family. This time, I felt the deep pain of a father—myself in that life—watching this distance unfold. Without attempting to interpret every detail of the vision, I encapsulated the scene in my mind’s eye and sent it back to the light. Once more, I experienced a tug at my heart, signaling that another lingering emotional bond was being released.
Looking back at the text messages became a necessary step in my journey of self-reflection. Each time I revisited what I had written about going to the movies, I felt a pang of regret, wishing I could have responded differently and somehow reversed time. These feelings lingered until I engaged in the process of karma clearing, which ultimately provided me with a deeper understanding of the significance of our encounter. I came to realize that my role in meeting her was to assist in releasing a certain entanglement. Upon examining the messages once more, I noticed that the emotional charge had dissipated; whatever had been binding on me before had been resolved.
Following this breakthrough, I began to scan my life for other relationships where I sensed unresolved karma. I continued the process of clearing these connections, moving from one person to the next, until I felt filled by the truth of God. Through this experience, I recognized that I had been given an opportunity to reclaim understanding and perspective, though I also realized that it had taken me longer to surrender than it might have in the past.
The Christy light represents a consciousness rooted in the Christ light crown, offering a transformative energy that dissolves old karma within us and with those with whom we feel conflict. This light serves as a reminder that we possess the capacity to heal both ourselves and others. By embracing Christy light, we are encouraged to move forward with a renewed sense of freedom and possibility, knowing that we can create a clean slate for our relationships and personal growth.
